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Okay let see, now that we all have embraced insanity and have to agree that even the best falls down sometimes, lets move on. And while you're at it, feel free to puke with these spiritism towards Mr Roger :)

inside looking out

When I’m driving to work it is usually the car radio that will accompany my brief, untormented journey. It does not necessarily always meet my song requirements or any soothing melody to the ears bright and early but I couldn’t care less. Because most of the time, crap songs always conquering the airwaves.

But usually the one song that I really really wanted to hear the most is the song that is in the next list – yeah, that one song they stack in the playlist for too long to torture you enough. Like today, I waited a couple of minutes trying to get by the radio ads and all the talking and selling, then got fed up and suddenly there I was already getting into my parking lot. But when I was ready to kill the engine, that one song started to play. Arghh, it just wind me up.

What I wanted to say is this: somehow out of context I was on my way walking to the office. I was driving from home using the same road every single day but I cannot remember exactly how I get there. I cannot tell what happen down the road that I just came from or what buildings that I've been passing. I don't know what songs that I probably have sang although I was pretty sure I did. A friend of me told me jokingly (I assume he did) that anesthetics made me forgetful.

I lose focus easily these days and have trouble remembering things oft, it scares me.

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I forget, I forgot , I'm forgetful,
But that doesn't mean I don't know

But a good song is just that, a good song.

Last year on this day I didn’t even know Mia. In fact, I have never met anyone at the office.

Recently, she was promoted to a senior programmer. There was no post available at our office. Which mean, she got to move from here, which beg the question, to where. There is actually one post available here but already being filled up to the with another guy. In short, she will move out and I kinda feel a bit empty.

Mia is kind of a sister I never have. Well, to be frank she’s not a sister material. I dunno why. First look, you didn’t not expect she is a mother of three. She looks like someone who is not a mother to three kids plus, she was very very skinny and her pale skin was probable enough to make you a little wonder of her age. Then I got to know that she’s having thyroids, which of course explains her unbelievable thin physical appearance and apparently her crave for food that is even worse than mine.

We clicked instantly ‘cos you know, thyroid people cling like the thyroid gland clings to the larynx. Isn't it funny that we could care so much about someone in a very short time?

Nak bercerita tapi cerita dah jadi basi dan bosan. Minyak naik pada hari saya masuk wad. Kecoh gila. Mana taknya, kenaikan 40% macam world record. Jaminan TPM sebelum pilihanraya bahawa minyak tidak akan naik pada tahun ini seperti biasa adalah bagi saya, kelakar.

Politicians are the same all over. They promise to build a bridge even where there is no river.

Era Nadal mungkin bakal bermula tak lama lagi. Ketika Federer dibelasah dengan kejamnya oleh Nadal di Roland Garros perasannya mungkin seperti melihat jam tangan Swiss Armyku hampir retak seribu, tak sanggup lagi nak tonton sampai habis. Set akhir, hanya mampu tengok ketika score masih 3-0. Then I went to sleep while wishing for a miracle to happen and the next morning I woke up, dad told me what the score was. 6-1, 6-3, 6-0.

6-0??

A miracle it was.

This was the first time since 1999 that someone had won a 6–0 set against Federer.

Esok dah mula kerja, selepas cuti dua minggu yang terasa panjang. Rasa nerves pulak, hehe. Banyaknya workload yang menanti, dengan due date yang cetek dan pressure kehilangan rakan sekerja tapi malas nak fikir lagi. Tapi memandangkan saya dah pun berfikir tentang betapa banyaknya kerja yang menunggu, secara tak sengaja dah terfikir pulak tentang bebannya. bleurgh malasnya, boleh?

My looo00oong vacation is way over.

Okay, not that long.

Speaking of which, Long Vacation, a drama, starring Takuya Kimura is personally my favourite Japanese dorama ever! Classic love story and romantic and all Senna & Minami have a great chemistry. Hmmm...reminiscing those days, enjoy the clip to boot.

I kinda miss my tennis-ball size lump across my throat, tsk. Somehow, there's this empty feeling everything I look at the mirror and found a couple of x's replacing it. It dwelt in me for quite some time. Surely you do understand why I never want it to be removed in the first place. Never mind that.

All I can say now is that, the op went well. The rest, you don't need to know.

Like you don't need to know how I puked all over my face and upper front of my hair after I woke up still wearing the anesthetic mask thingy, after 5 hours in the OT. Well, you would do the same if you haven't eaten anything for nearly 20 hours. Man, did I feel awful? Imagine the nurses have to wipe out all that out of my face - must be a double awful with capital letter of A! - but at least, they got paid for that.

And you probably don't want to know, how dizzy and confused it was to hear everyone's talking something, but it didn't made any sense and since you cannot talk back, to say your frigging bladder twinge like mad, so you just let your eyes did the job making tears that were uncalled for. Yeah, right.

You cannot got up to the toilet to pee, so they tried to 'help' you 'do it' on the bed. As if that's not embarrassing enough, they try harder by trying to 'stimulate' the process of 'doing it'. Are those apostrpohes really necessary? When all else fails, you keep praying to Allah and time like this make you feel grateful for the ability to pee without the help of others.

Hmm...so much of secrecy, huh?

I don't know what is worse, the operation itself or telling someone of the same disease that the op hurts like hell. I mean, it's kinda selfish isn't it? Now that I had it gone, I should probably encourage my friends doing so too.

Imagine a mother who went for a cesarean section? No wonder she dies as a Shaheed.

I love you, mak.

Kos pembedahan - RM1500
Kos rawatan + ujian - RM90
Kos wad - RM18
Kos perbelanjaan perjalanan seluruh familia dari Kelantan dan KL - RM1000++ (prolly)

Masa diluangkan bersama-sama mereka - priceless

There are Some Things Money Can't Buy. For Everything Else, there's Mastercard (but I think cash still rules)

Terima kasih kepada semua yang dikasihi; keluarga, rakan taulan atas doa, ingatan dan all the warm wishes.

Actually, it's not to the dentist. It's to the OT.

Hari ini, telah berlaku satu sejarah yang memalukan kewl tapinya (kalau anda David Cook la kan) . Sedar tak sedar, tiba di pejabat dengan memakai sepatu yang tidak sepadan di antara satu sama lain. hahahaha.

o_0? Oh, you think it's funny huh? It is!!!

But I survived the day and now I know the importance of having a pair of extra shoes in your office!

sekian.

oh oh, tambahan. Tomorrow I'll be on medical leave for quite sometime. Actually, I don't know till when. Pray for me, guys?

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Happy endings, they still don't bore me.

But first thing first, I have to get this thing out of my systems:

David Cook is the new American Idol!! Woohooo!

I'm amaze at myself of how much energy I put into thinking, wishing and hoping he would win AI. So amazed that I had to dig out YTube to get a bit of what's coookin since I didnt get a chance to watch the live version, the replay version or the rerun on the weekend version, unlike Miss Ryn. Tapi part Archie tangkap Cook's shave cream masa muka DC nak kena shave dengan LoveGuru tuh memang kelakar gilas. Tengok 800x pun leh gelak macam first time tengok. Gila!

I believe him, winning the current season of AI over Archie is still ongoing debate. Its' because there are a lot of people who wanted the younger David to win this. Even Cook thought so too. But never mind that, 12 millions vote difference were enough to end this madness. Cook won! yay yay yay yay yay.

get it over with!

Mak's day finally here and already passed by now. Almost 32 years serving for the government and now acting as the YB (Yang Bersara) must be something really big. Man! 32 years in the same business, can u imagine doing so? Being the most hardworking person that I know, I hope I will become like her and I have only 31 years to achieve that! Happy retirement, mak :)

WCIT 2008
Kepada kedua pasangan mempelai; semoga berbahgia ke akhir hayat dan syurga :)

Tsk, harap ada masa lagi nak main-main blog ni, rasa cam busy je lately :D

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I hope you just don’t stop praying when the waters fall
‘Cause standing in the rain ain’t gonna leave you dry

Dah tengok trailer Hancock?



Schwett! Like most of his fans, am glad that he decided to go to his root; some superhero comedy movie. Semalam masa menonton Narnia, keluar trailer cerita Hancock nih. Rasa teruja, muvie ni mesti masuk dalam 'mesti tonton'. Narnia however did not, I think it just a so-so film. But still, Prince Caspian tuh sangat hot! *patutlah muka dia familiar - he was in Stardust*

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Frustrated isn't it? Thomas Cup. I thought we could deny China, but I dunno what's wrong with Hafiz. He always play like he didn't mean it. Like this is just another practice match. Like this is not really something worth to fight for. What's on his mind, I would like to know. If you have to lose, at least do it with dignity. Chong Wei's game however was freakingly awesome, beating the world #1 Lin-Dan with superbly effort so does the Malays duo underdog; Zakry Latif & Fairuzizuan. But no luck for them (and us to watch them) playing in the final when Hafiz is like that. Tsk, sad. As I leave the office, my colleagues were watching the game on the Internet only to arrived at home with the blank look of my sister saying that, "eeee kena bunuh jugak budak ni!"

Kalau kat negara lain nih, mau dah jadi realiti tuh. huhu.

No offence Hafiz, but we think you could be better than that. We deserve better from you. Definitely.